Mungkin benar ya ada yg bilang kalo hidup itu ndak melulu tentang pasangan hidup..
kalo boleh ni..yah boleh2 aja lah..ini kan postingan aq jg..kalo ndak boleh kagak usah dibaca deh..*sensi
Sebenarnya saat ini, little butterfly sampe ke titik dimana "udahlah sy ndak mau terluka lg"..
Titik dimana little butterfly ndak tau apa mau little butterfly sendiri..ndak tau apa yang akan terjadi..
Kalo dibilang saat ini lg jomblo ya ndak juga..little butterfly punya My Darling Bala Bala tapi jauh di sana di Jerman sana..dan mau dikata apalg..people change..feeling change..everything will be change..kita berdua sama2 ndak tau what the future will bring to us..kita berdua cm bertahan di sesuatu yg ndak tau apa mungkin bisa selamanya..kita berdua bertahan di situasi yg luar biasa rumit..dan it is all about me..mungkin kalau pada akhirnya kita ndak bisa bersama mungkin awalnya pasti gara2 little butterfly..hehehe..*sadar diri lah
Kalo boleh dibilang..it is such losing your faith..no I'm not..it is more like..I trust My GOD more than anything..I know HE will give me the best and what I need..it is called I don't have any expectation of my relationship now..
If it is meant to be it will happen..because life is not always about the partner of life..I start to focus to something that I can do right now with all my best..my career..my business..my family..and my self..
Most of the thing maybe I should fix myself first before fix everything..ndak tau juga seh..mau bagaimana ini fixingnya..tapi let it flow..always try to be positive in difficult situation..
Kadang capek jg seh..tiap hari cm kerja..kerja..kerja..buka mata..kerja..family..tidur..dan berulang lg..my life only like daily activity..without happiness..without passion..maybe I'm not living only breathing..*jadi kebanyakan ngeluh gini ya..
Little Butterfly bener2 ndak tau mau gimana..tapi yang jelas..I trust My GOD 1000000000%..so whatever will be..will be..
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