Filosofi Kerja

Lagi bener2 ngerasain kalo kerja itu kayak orang pacaran.

Ada penjajakan, ada pengorbanan, ada yang namanya ngerasain useless a.k.a ndak berarti jadi kalau dalam kerja ada masa percobaan 3 bulan itu bener juga ya kayak masa penjajakan pas pacaran.

jadi kalau 3 bulan habis itu terus kerja, perpanjangan kontrak berarti kayak orang habis jadian..asiiikkk..makan2..*ditimpuk bata
tapi kalau sebelum 3 bulan udah ngerasa ndak cocok ya jangan diterusin soalnya kalau tetep diterusin bakalan tersiksa deh..

Jadi kalau kalian kerja anggap deh kayak kalian mau pacaran..pilih yg bener2 klik cocok ma passion kalian, terus dicoba dl deh selama masa prohibition atau bahasa kerennya seh masa percobaan gitu..hehehe
Kalau nyaman cocok ma kerjaannya ya diterusin tapi kalau nyiksa walau gaji gede..ya jangan deh daripada stres ntar..hehehe

Walaupun ada seh orang2 yang bertahan tetep kerja itu karena gajiny gede..yah mau ndak mau terpaksa seh Little Butterfly bilang kayak orang matre pas pacaran..*kabuuuuurrrr

L.I.F.E

Life will not give you what you want but life will give you what is perfect..but the perfection is only how you give a respond to what's happen in life..

All is about your perspective and your respond..

This is the truth about life..there is no bad things in life..everything happen with the reason..everything happen to make we learn about life..

I often ask to myself why bad things always come to me..
Then I realized lately..that there is no bad things in life..only how we respond to what happen in life..

I lost My Beloved Dad last week..
He passed away after a long time he fight with his sickness..
I'm sad..yes really really really sad..I lost the only man in the world who will never hurt me no matter it takes..the only man who always support and think about my happiness..
And until now..I'm still sad..I'm still crying in the deepest of my heart every time I remember him..when I'm writing his story here..my tears are falling down..
There was a moment when I couldn't think anything..like there is a black hole in my mind and heart when I realized that My Dad passed away..

But then..I remember that I still have My Mom and My Lil Princess who feel more sad than me..and I must take care of them first than think and feel sad about losing My Dad..
Then I wake up..I smile although I can't lie if it is fake smile..at least I will not show in front of them my tears..I must be strong to make them strong..I must be happy if I want to make other happy..

I learn it from My Dad..I learned how to find a solution than blame or is trapped in sadness..
Then after 3 days My Dad passed away..I started to work..I tried to make all back into normal life..same like when My Dad was still alive..
Because I know..this is the best way from God..and My Dad will always live in my heart..and life must go on..
And the thing that made me more strong was the thinking that although I cried for one week and felt sad for 6 months..My Dad will never come back..because I can't fight with GOD..this destiny is already written by GOD..so we must accept it..

Maybe..my way to look..to respond..to act about something is different than other..but this is me..this is my way..
And this is life taught me..

Now..I only can be strong..and pray for My Dad every time I remember him..

Dad..you will always live in my heart..
I love you so much..
I believe that you are in heaven with GOD now..and you are happy now..

In memoriam My Beloved Dad
Born, 24 August 1954
Died, 4 February 2014

Happy Birthday My Darling

It was second video I made for My Darling..
17th January 2014..it was My Darling birthday..
can't make a party..can't prepare a surprise for him only can make the video and pray for him..
for brighter future..for wonderful moment in every day this year..
and for always loving me more..more..and more..

Bau dan Chemistry

Kali ini mau nulis pakai bahasa indonesia..lagi capek translate-in ke bahasa Inggris..
Secara nulisnya juga di kantor gini..hahahaha..curi2 waktu pas bos lg jalan2 ke luar ruangan..derita kerja seruangan ma bos..

Gini neh ceritanya..
Ndak tau kenapa aq ini sensitif banget ma namanya bau2an..
Jadi kalau ada cowok ganteng kayak David Beckham tapi bau sampah..langsung deh illfeel..

Nah jadi buat aq ini..bau itu menjadi salah satu chemistry antara cowok ma cewek untuk jadi tertarik..
Suka banget kalau nyium2 bau jenggot My Darling..jadi bau krim..ma keringet ma asep rokok dia itu..jadi daya tarik tersendiri deh buat aq..
Mang seh rada2 aneh ya..
Hal ini jg baru aja aq sadarin deh..setelah satu ruangan ma bosq ini..bau wanginya enak..jadi betah deh seruangan ma dia..walaupun mati gaya ndak bisa ngapa2in kalo pas ada dia..

Jadi menurut ane yg lucu dan imut ini2..bau tubuh seseorang yg nama ilmiahnya zat feromon itu..memang salah satu chemistry antara seorang wanita dan pria..*sok ilmiah..

Pernah ndak tertarik ma seseorang yang jelek ndak masuk kriteria pasangan idaman tapi kita sukaaa banget ma bau dia..?

short vacation in singapore

Kenapa judulnya short vacation ya karena memang liburannya bener2 sebentar..2hari doank..dan mahalnya minta ampun..

Sebenarnya udah lama seh..cuma baru sempet nulis d blog..

Jadi gini ceritanya..jreeeeeennngg..
Agustus kemarin..tanggal berapa ya...aaakkkk..lupaaaaa..pokoknya setelah lebaran..jadi kebayang kan..pasti mahal bgt flight pricenya..

Waktu itu kena IDR 2.854.000..PP Semarang-Singapore..dan naeknya Air Asia..huufftt..
Kalo ndak nemenin My Darling..ogah deh..dg uang segitu bisa bt tetbang ke Pulau Derawan..

And..the only best thing of this short vacation is i did it with My Darling..

Singapore..ya seperti yg itu..cm belanja..dan mahal..hehehe..yg murah apa ya..kagak ada..

Klo pas belanja di sana memang kesannya murah..paling SGD 3, SGD 5, atauSGD 10..naek taxi aja vm SGD 13 ato SGD 20..ttpi begitu dikursin pake rupiah a.k.a. IDR..jatuhnya mahal jg..

Dan saya kemudian menjafi fakir..ppfftt..

Pernah ke singapore..?share donk..

long life education

How is all everybody..?

Lagi pengen bahas..mengenai belajar..
Not about learning mathematic ya..it is not about it..but it is about how to learn about life..

If you asked me where i take all of lesson in my life..i will tell you now..
From my dad.. i learn how to love somebody completely..include to accept all of the weakness he has..also from him I learn how to work hard to reach my dream..
From my mom..i learn how to be loyal to my partner..and also how to love what you do..
From my lil princess..she is still 4 years old..but I learnt a lot from her..i learn how to be brave enough to forgive..and i learn to have unlimited dream..
From my darling bala bala.. hehe
I learn how to be patience and how to compromise and have a deal with situation..

And from this life I learn how to accept that sometimes your plan will crush and it is not going like you want..but there is always GOD who prepares better plan for me..

Maybe it sounds so naive..but i need 27 years to learn about it..it is too late ya.
But at least it is better to be late than never learning..


So..life is a process..the process that you should learn on it..to be mature enough..to be tough enough everytime the weakness come to you..
You need to learn about life because there is no teacher in your school who will teach you.
How to move on after you break up..how to brave enough to reach your dream..and how always to be happy in your life..

I'm not lucky..but I'm blessed..although my life is not perfect..sometimes I cry..i'm sad..but i always try to be positive in difficult situation..

Then if you ask me what I do now..i feel thankfull with what i have now..and i'm still learning from around..while asking myself what the life lesson will bring to me..

So..if you still alive you will always learn on it..
Keep moving guys..we never know what future will bring for us..

Dream

Dream..what is dream..?
Kalo ditanya mimpi itu apa..kadang bingung sendiri deh apa seh mimpi itu..?

When I was child..When all of students were asked "what is your dream in the future?"
There were an answer "want to be a doctor".."want to be a teacher".."want to be an engineer"..etc.
But I only could answer.."I want to be a butterfly"..

If you asked me why I answered like that..I don't know the answer too..for me when I was child..butterfly is beautiful..and can fly..can go there..can go here..hehehe
Maybe..I wanted to be a tour guide that time..or maybe driver..or maybe backpacker traveller..because they can go to a lot of place..but then my teacher and my parent were angry with me..they said it is not a good dream..
So I'm afraid to have a dream again since that moment

Then I realize when I grow up..I never have a dream..I only pass my life day by day..like daily activity..from wake up until I close my eyes again..
Sometimes..I'm feeling that I like it something so much..I want it so much..I thought it was dream..but then when I got it..when I reached it..yes for sure I'm happy..but I feel like it is not me..not my way..

What I did during my 27 years old only to make other dreams come true..my parent's dream..

I'm happy for it..although sometimes..I feel..it is not me..not really what I want..but when I see them happy..I'm happy..although sometimes when I reach it..I feel the emptiness in my heart..

Nowadays..I start to create my dream..to reach my dream..

My dream starts when you say "I love you"..my dream start when you say "I'm yours"..my dream starts when you say "we are one team, we have one dream, our dream"..

My dream starts when you teach me to have a dream..when you remind me how to dream..when you ask me what I want..

Now..if people ask me..what is my dream..I can answer it surely..
"It is a simple dream, to be with you is my only dream"