Dream

Dream..what is dream..?
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When I was child..When all of students were asked "what is your dream in the future?"
There were an answer "want to be a doctor".."want to be a teacher".."want to be an engineer"..etc.
But I only could answer.."I want to be a butterfly"..

If you asked me why I answered like that..I don't know the answer too..for me when I was child..butterfly is beautiful..and can fly..can go there..can go here..hehehe
Maybe..I wanted to be a tour guide that time..or maybe driver..or maybe backpacker traveller..because they can go to a lot of place..but then my teacher and my parent were angry with me..they said it is not a good dream..
So I'm afraid to have a dream again since that moment

Then I realize when I grow up..I never have a dream..I only pass my life day by day..like daily activity..from wake up until I close my eyes again..
Sometimes..I'm feeling that I like it something so much..I want it so much..I thought it was dream..but then when I got it..when I reached it..yes for sure I'm happy..but I feel like it is not me..not my way..

What I did during my 27 years old only to make other dreams come true..my parent's dream..

I'm happy for it..although sometimes..I feel..it is not me..not really what I want..but when I see them happy..I'm happy..although sometimes when I reach it..I feel the emptiness in my heart..

Nowadays..I start to create my dream..to reach my dream..

My dream starts when you say "I love you"..my dream start when you say "I'm yours"..my dream starts when you say "we are one team, we have one dream, our dream"..

My dream starts when you teach me to have a dream..when you remind me how to dream..when you ask me what I want..

Now..if people ask me..what is my dream..I can answer it surely..
"It is a simple dream, to be with you is my only dream"