About L.O.V.E

Tentang cinta..
Sumpah kata2 di atas itu absurd banget buat Little Butterfly..

Ndak pernah dalam hidup Little Butterfly nemuin yg namanya cinta itu gimana..heran deh..pe ngerasa lonely banget..

But

Just last year I met with someone..I never saw before someone who were willing to do everything for me..who cried in front of me..who tried to be as close as possible with me and my family..who never give up on handling my moody..he is perfect..and from him I learn how believe in love..

Unfortunately..

Life is so unfair..we must be apart many miles away..and from him too
I start to never believe with love anymore

Ironic..ya memang ironis sekali hidup saya..*ngakak galau

Maybe someday you will read this post..

I have tried to start my dream with you..about us..about our happiness..
When I forgot how to have a dream..

So when I must release my dream..let me breathing not living anymore..
Because I keep alive only because my responsibility..
My responsibility to work and my responsibility to my family..

I know I will be okay..I ever lost the only man in the world who would never hurt me..
My Dad..
So for me breathing without man is okay too..

*ketawa miris..lalu nangis guling2

*for My Michi Bala Bala
Love is set you free to find your happiness
You will always be My Michi Bala Bala..
Like I promise to you..Although you never come back for me..I'll be right here waiting for you

Hidup memang kadang terlihat tidak adil..
Let me fulfill my responsibility and rest in peace later..
Let me learn how to be alone without feel lonely..